Friday, March 03, 2006
All of the sudden, too many stuffs had happened to me that make me dumbfounded. The reality really hurts me. I don’t wish to say it in here as it pointless to say everything here. It will make me more hurt. I just don’t understand why do some people want to give you hope and dreams and eventually smash them away. I just don’t understand.
Most people tell me this is not the end of the world but from what I know it did give me a slight impact. It takes away all my hopes. Am I very useless, I really doubt my ability? All I need to do is they really will consider me and I will prove to all my relatives and friends I can do it. All I need is another chance. I believe everybody will have their problems; I’m not exceptional case too. We need to solve them all by ourselves and don’t expect people will help you. We need to hunt for a solution and not aimlessly waiting for an answer to drop from the sky.
We are big enough to find an answer that we have a doubt; friends are there to guide us, be with us. Friends are important to me as they play an important role to my live.
I don’t have the mood to update anymore. I just don’t know what I want to write after this few days of attack.
Joyce shine on ::4:45 PM::
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