Thursday, March 16, 2006
Life is unfair. I just don’t understand why reality is so cruel to me. No matter how I still have to face it. Everybody have their expectations but it seems like what I had done there will be people want to backstab me. Why can’t they just leave me alone? Why must they provoke me? I felt that I’m no longer the Joyce I used to be. Carefree, happy-go-lucky is all gone after I had graduated from my school. I miss the old Joyce but I know the reality will never come back again. Time will change a person’s view of thinking.
I really wonder really am I become more mature or am I just being closed up all to myself. Perhaps those who don’t know me will think that I’m aloof but I can tell you I’m just trying to protect myself from being hurt without knowing the reasons. I don’t want to get attack without any valid reasons. Anything will happen especially working in the big organization.
It’s getting late. Need to get some rest. Good night to everybody who happen to read my posts.
Joyce shine on ::3:38 PM::
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