Wednesday, June 14, 2006
This is indeed a shocking new to me. I still can’t believe that my brother had passed away. He passed away on the 11th of June 2006, peacefully. What caused him to pass away, I really don’t know. Mother refused to let me know at this period of time. This few days, I went to attend his wake, it was just a block away from my house.
He is still very young, only 37 years old and just passed away like this. If you are me, you will never believe this news. I believe all my Soka friends WILL not be able to take this shocking news. I can’t call him and shout BROTHER, where are you, can send me home. This is what I usually do when I was at my religion. Most of the time meeting and gathering is mostly held at night. This is to convenience the working adult, after work they can go to kaikan. Kaikan is what we call instead of saying Soka association.
Since my brother stay near me so I will always take this chance bully him to ask him to send me home. I know I am very bad. He will always joke with me and ask me to follow him if I want a free ride. In the end, he will call me to ask where I am and tell me he is leaving soon, ask me to get prepared. Now, I can’t joke with him and shout BROTHER. Everybody in my religion knows that he is my brother as I will shout very loud whenever I see him. I’m a crazy girl right. I don’t deny. In fact I’m proud to say that I’m a very crazy girl. Can u imagine there will lots of people and I just don’t care what this word-embarrassed means to me is? Facing so many people and yet I can still shout BROTHER. Now thinking back, I think I really lose face several times.
Later I will send him for the last journey at Mandai for cremation. I really don’t know what will I be reacting when I see his coffin for the last time. I hope I will be able to control myself not to shout BROTHER in front of so many people.
Anyway, he will always be my brother even thought he had passed away. I will always remember him. Memories are meant for us to remember regardless it’s good or bad.
I shall stop here. Don’t have the mood to write. I need to take a break, feeling very sad at this moment. Take care friends.
Joyce shine on ::3:20 AM::
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