Monday, September 19, 2005
All of the sudden, i felt hurt, sad and ignored......
does this mean everything is over..my dreams, my hope, my friends and my everythings..
i gaves myself too much thoughts, nothing means important to me...
I don't know... Seriously i don't know what am i thinking about...
we seems like strangers which you don't even care.
do i really know you or was it just my imagination.
thousand and million of questions stuck in me
just to know what is happening.
I'm confused and i don't even want to think about it
Nothing goes well on me, i'm a failure in everything i do...
Nothing will please my parents who always think that others are better than me...
thinking of you every n0w and then..
the moment we spent and the laughter we once shared..
could it be a joke played on me?
trying so hard not to take it serious and it fail...
My friends are gone when i needed them most
all their promises are fake, it just can't be trusted..
everything they do reminds me not to be close with them.
if i get hurt, none were there to care..
i felt being cheated...
Are friends important....... i don't know and i don't wish to think about it...
Joyce shine on ::7:15 PM::
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