Monday, February 06, 2006
It’s a long weekend for me as I suddenly don’t have the urge to go out. I just want to stay at home and slack. These two days of staying at home makes me realized that nothing is more comfortable than at home. I admit I spent most of the sleeping but the feeling is good as no one will keep asking you to wakeup and you can sleep as long as you like.
I love to sleep, sleeping is my hobby. Maybe in my previous life, I lack of sleep so now god want to pay me back. Am I being silly, I don’t think so?
Nowadays I don’t have the mood to update my blog. Don’t ask me the reason as I myself cannot answer myself. Whenever I face the computer screen I will be lost in the sense that I was like a baby asking for help. I begin not to understand what I really want in life. I hope no one will read this particular post. I’m really lost, just aimlessly typing or can I say I just want to waste my precious time typing stuffs that I myself can’t answer. I really don’t know.
Don’t ask me anything or try to hint me. This will not work. I just want to run away from this cruel reality and hide my feeling all to myself. Nothing will stop me from telling anything to everybody. I don’t want anybody to pity me. I don’t need that so save all the pretenders act. Cheeky Joyce will grow up not to be more cheeky but will be more weird. Time will reveal everything. Weird to what sense, I don’t know. Joyce will change as she can’t be forever cheeky, she need to be serious at some times.
I may seem rather happy or happy go lucky but when I really face anything I will try to act as if nothing is bother me. I don’t want all the problems to cause me any misery. I want to be happy as each day pass. Joyce will be strong; she will not bother by what others had said to her. I hope I had made a wise and sensible choice.
I shall end here as I really don’t have the mood to update anymore. I need to watch television to remove all my problems and misery. Take care everybody.
Joyce shine on ::7:32 AM::
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