Wednesday, March 22, 2006
Sometimes I really wonder is life is fair to everybody. Why do some people get to enjoy while others have to work so hard in order to not let people have some comment about their stuffs. I doubts most people who happen to read my blog will not understand what I am trying to say but I just want to say as brief as I can. Only those who know me will know what I am trying to say.
Workload is heavier as each day pass but I still can survive. Sooner or later I will fall sick due to the stress that I had obtained. Seriously speaking, all this while I had been forcing myself to finish all the work by myself without asking people for help. Readers might think that I’m insane but I kid you not. Its not that I want to do everything by myself, it’s just that I had no one to turn to. Everybody have their own work so you can’t expect people to help you, this will make them have extra work to do. Who will want to have more work to do when they can leave the office early? I hope I sound logical. Perhaps some may wonder, you never take the first step to ask for help so how you expect people to share the workload with you. Anyway I just don’t want to talk about my work in here as I think nobody will be interested to read at all.
Let’s count down together, ten more days I will be enjoying myself in a foreign country and that is Hong Kong. I look forward to April fool, I will be flying off. Eehwa, please don’t laugh at my childish tone. I know you are just excited as me. Finally I can leave this hectic environment to have some fun. Working really makes me think in a systematic way and makes me felt that I had grown up. At the same time I dislike having this feeling. Everything I had done I need to think twice as I don’t have the ability to face all the consequences. Simply saying I don’t have the authority to explain to all the customers and the high ranking bosses if anything went wrong.
I have good news to share to everybody. Eehwa congratulations to you for passing your FYP and you had graduated from Republic Polytechnic. All your hard work had paid off. Let’s go for a celebration girl. When I received your call I was shocked and at the same time felt happy for you. Nothing can express the joy when you told me this great news.
When can I start school? I hope they can send the confirmation letter to me as soon as possible. Everyday I was telling myself before heading to work, Joyce don’t think too much, always look on the bright side. When you reach home from work the confirmation letter will be in the letter box but each time I open the letter box, I had to disappoint myself. How long will I have to wait? As each day pass, my hope was decreasing but I can’t show it out as I believe that no news is better than bad news. Showing it to my family members and friends will not help at all. Eventually it will make them more frantic than me. So what is the use of doing that? I don’t see the need to make them worry for me. I must have faith on them; the person-in-charge told me that chances of me getting this course is very high. I need to have faith on him and I believe he will try his best to help me to process my application. Friends, if you happen to read this post, please help me to pray for this success. I want to study, want to be a student again.
It’s getting late. I want to go dreamland to lead a world of mine. Passengers, we will be flying off in ten minutes time. Please fasten the seat belt and enjoy the trip to Joyce’s land. Thanks for your cooperation. Have a nice trip. Yeah.
Joyce shine on ::2:20 PM::
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