Thursday, June 08, 2006
These two days I did not go to school. Missed all my friends, I want to go school. These stupid illnesses refused to leave my body hence I can’t get well. Stay at home simply makes me sicker.
I wonder how Geraldine is coping with our project. She needs to compile all the work in a neater arrangement in order to submit to lecturer. I hope she is going fine on it. Wonder will she read my blog, I really don’t know. Staying at home means slacking at home as I don’t have the feeling of touching books, instead I online most of my time. Doctor told me to have plenty of rest but you can’t possible to let me sleep all day. This will makes me more tired. I think I had tire myself since the day I had started school. I don’t think it’s my school work that makes me fall sick. Ever since I had started working in UOB, I had to work till quite late but that time I don seem like I will going to fall sick, just when I was rushing project then I started fall sick. Mother keep claiming that I lack of sleep, lack of water and etc. she don’t admit that I was stress that makes me fall sick. I think my sickness is due to my working in my previous job but not in studies.
I know a lot of people are reading my blog so this makes me in a rather difficult situation to whether to write this or that. I afraid if I write this particular post about some particular stuff, they will think that I am shooting them in some other way. Tell me what I should do, to write them down or just put them all in my heart. I think I will try to convince myself only post those that are necessary, the rest will lies in my heart.
It had been a long time since I had met Gloria, my godmother. I had been sick for so long, this makes me can’t have lunch with her as I do not want to pass all those irritating gems to her. I hope she will understand. Friends, please pray that Joyce will get well soon; I don’t want all my friends to worry about me. Had been a long time did not have lunch with nor, candy and Yoon Foong. They will think that maybe I am busy with my school work but they are wrong. I’m terribly sick; I don’t want them to see how sick I am. Don’t worry once I’m well I will find some time to meet them and at the same time tell them why I cannot have lunch with them. I know they will understand. They are nice people, I can say.
Is friendship ever lasting? Some times I felt that if you are very well with that particular friend, you will think that having this only friend is enough. No point has lots of friends but they do not know you well. This thinking is WRONG. Some will argue that have a truly good friend that understand you well is enough. He or she will know when you are sad or happy and they will be there when you need him or her most. This is again RUBBISH. No matter how good your friendship is, they might not be with you when you need their help. What friends forever are totally transparent to me? They are all words that you can’t believe.
What am I thinking? Why do I suddenly have this kind of weird thinking? Are friends that important in our lives? I myself can’t even answer these questions. Sometime I just want to be alone, alone and alone.
Sometimes I really felt that grudges can be bear easily and how people can appear to be nice to you yet backstab you right after you turn your back away. I know this sentence got nothing to do with my today’s post but this sentence just flew past my brain so I had decided to write it down.
Anyway, I shall stop here. Don’t have the mood to update. Have too many doubts that can’t be solved in a single day
Take care friends.
Joyce shine on ::2:50 AM::
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