Sunday, July 30, 2006
I had decided to continue updating my blog. So what there is someone who will ‘monitor’ my blog for the latest news. Blog is meant for anybody to read; all the more I will tag more for this person to read. I can’t stop people not to come to this website and forbids them. I hope I do make sense to allow myself to continue having a blog.
I hope you will not drop out from your school, realising that design is not what u really want. What I want you to know that, every subject had its difficulties and it is your determination and that will allow you to succeed in whatever you do. You cannot drop halfway and wait for next year to enter to another school or course. This path is you who choose it so you can’t blame anyone. Instead you should back up and keep constantly tell yourself that you can do and nobody will be able to stop you from getting the stuffs that you want. Some times it’s easier to say than you do but at least you had try. I hope you will really understand what I want to tell you. Maybe you will not read this post but I believe sooner or later you will discover that this post is especially dedicated to you. Sometimes it may take days or years to realise what you want but please remember that no matter how, please don’t give up your dreams halfway.
Too many things had happened to me that make me very tired. I really want a short holiday or break and leave Singapore. On the other hand, many things or situation does not allow me to do that. I will be having my examination next Saturday. Some times I feel that I did not give the best in whatever I do. I felt that I am just wasting my time staying at home, even though I had spent time studying but I still feel that I’m just wasting my time revising for all my papers.
Maybe my determination is not strong at all. I begin not to understand myself that well compare to last time. I know what I want and eventually get the course that I want yet I did not study that hard that I had promised myself. Why am I becoming like this? I really don’t know. I want to put all my strength and will to focus in studies and think nothing else. To me studies are my priority.
I will have to get back to my studies and will have to stop here. Take care friends.
Joyce shine on ::2:38 PM::
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