Monday, September 11, 2006
I had been a long did not update my blog, sorry friends as I was rather busy and at the same time I do not have the mood to update. There are lots of things happen to me and some I just refuse to talk in here. If you are interested to ask, please don’t ask me as I really want to share with anybody. Hope you guys will respect my decision.
I simply don’t really understand why people suddenly will treat you well when they need help from you. I really wonder whether what you are made off. Hey, it’s not that I must help you whenever you face anything problems. When you are having a great time, have you really think of what I’m doing, I don’t think so. When you face anything that you can’t solved, your mind will very fast think of my mobile number and my name will keep constantly flashing in your head. Do you think it’s fair to me? I don’t give a damm whether you will read this post or not, so what you read it? Don’t ask me who I’m referring to and I will not entertain all this nonsense.
Seriously speaking, I don’t mind chatting with you but what I can’t stand is whenever you have any problem on anything that you can’t solved, you will think of me and the worst thing is you expect me to give you encouragement or whatever shit that is pleasant to you to hear. Stop all the nonsense and don’t act pity just to gain my sympathetic concern. I hate that.
Don’t force me to blast at you. Don’t pretend to be very nice with me when you are not. Go and find your so called very good friend to pour out all your problems to them but not to me. I don’t think I’m your so called that very good friend. I dislike it when you called me and I hope you better don’t always call and straight away tell me all your stupid problems. It’s not as it you are the only living thing having tons of problems. You expect me to be a good listening ear and analysis all your problems. I also have many problems that I can’t solve but If I don’t solved it all by myself, who will?
This is your own problems so you need to solve them and don’t expect others to help you make up your mind. Please bear this in mind that, nobody will help you unless you help yourself. This is your own life; you need to help yourself to fight for what you think is right for you and not asking people to help you decide. Please get this clear in your small head.
Anyway, school life is not bad. I still can manage but I think I will be extremely busy as time goes on, perhaps I will update my blog less frequently so hope you guys don’t mind. Studies is still my priorities, this will change as this is the reality. I will not allow any disturbance to forbid me to study and get good grades.
Other than studies, I think I will be busy with my religion meetings and discussions. I treat it as my past time. Hahaha, I felt that life is good with all my leaders constantly encouraging me and lead me to the right path whenever I’m feeling down with school works and other stuffs. Thank Meiyan ( my leader), who will always willing to be with me whenever I’m feeling blue or sad. Even thought our chatting is like 15 minutes after meeting but I’m really glad that you keep constantly giving me encouragements in verbal or in Sms. Other than her, I still need to thanks all my Soka mates (Singapore Soka Association) who never fail to make me smile and allow me back to myself- a happy go lucky Joyce again. The purpose of me not naming down all those who makes me smile is that I don’t want to offend anybody. So I might as well choose not to indicate so as to prove that I’m partial.
I got to stop here to get back to my studies. Take care friends.
Joyce shine on ::8:28 AM::
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