Friday, December 15, 2006
Hello, I’m finally back. Examinations had ended last week. Holidays had started for me but I’m not happy at all. Next year I will have a busy year, all my friends told me to enjoy my holiday as much as I can but I just can’t do it. I don’t think you will understand as you are not me. Mine problems are as huge as a mountain. Perhaps I’m just exaggerating, who knows.
Recently a lot of things had happened to me. I just do not know how and when to start from. School work I had managed to solve them but next year it will happen again. I believe everybody will have stress but too much stress is not a good thing. Able to handle stress is not good either as you tend to be over confidence in yourselves. Thus you will have a bossy character and eventually friends will leave you alone when you need their help.
Friends? Will they be the one you can rely on when you need them? Will close friends leave you when you don’t keep in contact with them? When will they find you, isn’t when they need your help or when they are alone or they are bored. When you ask them like wow you need help then find me for a chit chat and they will say you too never find me. Always want me to find you. Is that what they will tell you and make you guilty that you did not find them. What are the ways to remain as close friends even though both of you seldom meet up? I really don’t know and I’m still seeking for an answer.
Life has to go on even though you don’t have friends. You will not agree with me, who in this earth don’t have a single friend? This person must be weird. Why do I suddenly sound so negative all of the sudden. Having lots of friends is not good too. I still believe that having one or two close friends is enough but what a sad thing; I don’t even have one or close friends who understand me most. That is why I don’t believe in making lots of friends. I have a lot of friends whether in school or religion. In school most of them are hi-bye friends. This is the reality which no matter how you must accept it. Treasure your close friends as you never know what will happen in the future.
Maybe you’re this once close friend will leave you and be with other friend that will be too late. I had this experience plenty of time and it is always the same old person who is doing this to me. Seriously speaking, I’m used to me.
Let’s not talk about this anymore. It will remind me of that close friend. Till now I don’t know whether that close friend treat me as his/her close friend too. Why do I still continue when I had mention to not talk about it anymore.
Anyway I need to go la la land. Eyes need to rest. I will update my blog when I’m free. In the mean time, take care my dear friends. Good night everybody.
Joyce shine on ::5:55 PM::
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