Sunday, June 17, 2007
I quite vexed recently. A lot of things had happened to me which makes me not in a good mood. Firstly education matters. Secondly, I went to tons of interview and it seems like no company want to hire me. Why am I always that unlucky? I did call my ex-boss and ask him if his department need temporary staff and he rejected me. He told me if there is any vacancy he will let me know. Okay.
Anyway I really need a job or else I can forget about advancing my studies. My parents think that I having an easy life like happy go lucky girl who have no problems in everything. In actual fact they are wrong. What is the point of telling when the problems when they cant help me to solve. They will think I don’t know how to think, always ask them for money or etc to buy things and don’t know how to save. Its not that I don’t want to save, I did try but the allowance that they had given me is not enough at ALL.
Okay, enough of my personal life, I do not want to continue it here. Just to conclude, I have lots of problems to solve and I don’t know how I am going to solve it all by myself.
Sometime I wonder why in the first place I did not study hard pr else I will not end it like this. Have to find school myself and worry that no school want me. Am I going to spent my life like this and perhaps 20years down the road I will be what the government call as the low wage worker. I don’t want this to happen to myself.
I want to change my life but the very important thing is I need to get a job as soon as possible so as I can further my studies. This is very important to me. Maybe, because I am not born with a sliver spoon so most of the things that I want; I need to work hard to achieve.
Most of my peers will not understand this as they had not go through this, their parents had set aside a sum of money as education fund for them so they can don’t need to work and slack at home till the time to start school.
Once again, is this call lucky or not, to have a parents who will think everything for them and their children just need to agree on them and go ahead with what their parents had decided. Some may agree that this is good but I myself think that, they need to have their own decision and cannot always rely on their parents. The least things they can do is search for school that they want and consult their parents instead of their parents hunt school for them and tell them this school is good, you should go this school instead of the other. Don’t you think the child do not have a mind of their own?
Anyway I got to go as I have something to do. I will update again if I have the time. Good bye!
Joyce shine on ::7:26 PM::
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